Yesterday, I was so close to resigning from my work, but today, the feeling is not that intense anymore. Maybe because the light mode workload has been slowly decreasing, and that I found a little bit of peace at work in Fridays (?).
So I thought to myself, maybe I should switch my WFO days from Wed, Thu, Fri to Mon, Tue, Fri, or Mon, Wed, Fri, as long as 2 of the days are the low-traffic ones, maybe it can improve my mood in working somehow. Since the busy days really drain my energy, let alone those two girls who are full of talk -_-. Don’t get me wrong. They’re basically nice persons. But the timing isn’t always right. I need time to focus on my work, and listening to their banter sucks my soul way too much. Not to mention that it is really cold at work, and that my heater was taken by my friend. I bought the heater, but it’s not me who’s using it ~_~ honestly I don’t know anymore…
Re: my boss, not sure if something’s up, but she’s recently has been pretty calm. I just hope that she’ll control her emotion better next time. And as for me, I’d better learn to read the room, discerning of when I can talk back and when I’d just need to say “Yes, maam,” just for the sake of agreeing to disagree.
The company also announced that there will no longer be food caterings and snacks available for us employees. I rarely get the chance to grab the snacks tho, since I don’t usually come early, and that some people just grab an extra 2 or 3 snacks just because they’re greedy Indonesians. Honestly, I am quite sick of their attitude who are either-insert negative adjective here-opportunist, or lazyass-still-good-that-it’s-done. I want to learn an excellent kind of attitude by working abroad or at least remotely. So my plan for the near future is to be frugal, save up by using public transportation, use that extra money for Japanese and English language lessons, so that I can kickstart my professional international journey sooner.
I was hoping to create an English-Japanese blog entry everyday for learning, but looking at today’s entry that has lots of complicated words, I kinda worry I wouldn’t be able to pull that off for today, and that it’s already 2:32, cause I spend some time with my bf playing Ember Knights. It’s a good game ngl. Will we able to beat the game? Haha…
Tomorrow (or today? since it’s already Saturday..) will be held Twilite Orchestra in Tennis Indoor Senayan, featuring video games song. I wonder will I be sleeping in the middle of the session? Haha.. Cause I was asked by Puni to help assisting her as a crew for she will present as a cosplayer in the middle of the session. I will bring my tablet and earphone so I can study Japanese grammar all day. And hopefully (again) not to fall asleep! If my energy level allows me to, maybe I will stay until the concert is finished, because the concert is about video game music, be it Final Fantasy, Harvest Moon, etc.
So Long~ Til we meet again 😉
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